mass dance at suntec left me high for a moment. but i felt i wasn't truly high, prolly cos it was raining so my spirits was dampened and im still having the new yr jitters. i din wna go initially but i thought i shld go since i had such a nice OG. and i like my OGLs esp. i'm really thankful to them for being so nice to me even though i haven't been with them like for the first two days of orientation, for disappearing during lunch yesterday, and again disappearing even b4 the start of massdance.
i had a really whale of time with wanxin,joansiepoansie, bethany and xinyi. first i shared a meal with bethany, before we wenta subway to eat cookies. while hmm, spying on lorena who was eating opp. us at carl's jnr with hmm, her classmate(accord. to her)... towards the end, we turned crazy, me joansie poansie and bethany started running away from wanxin, playing hide and seek, frm suntec to citylink.
we composed songs to the tune of ABC, composing rhymes like
ME:
grace is running in a race,
she hopes to run it at a steady pace
BETHANY:
but she ends up in last place

ME:
Wanxin likes to sing
Bethany:
But she ends up making a din


Wanxin:
Bethany wants to buy a lorry
But she has no money
so she ends up pushing a trolly

i hope it provided some form of entertainment cos i thought it was prettaye cool.

later we alighted at Paya lebar mrt, started talking serious stuff till 11pm. i just din wna leave things hanging there. although im still feeling a little uneasy, but i knew if i din clarify matters, this uneasiness is gna plague me even more. what's done can't be undone, but i did realise that showing due respect for every single person regardless of who he or she is is that impt. it's something most pple have underestimated and well, it's also the result of taking things for granted. i'm not sure watta do besides leaving thing as status quo but i know definitely that this is aftermath of not handling the matter well when it was within our control. i will just do my best, cos i realised what the seniors say have major impact on we jnrs.

well it's the same thing like how you don't realise how you have such a great influence of other people's lives and how they are unconsciously influencing your lives as well. it's just a healthy two way thing.